Vanity.
Vanity. This is what you THINK you look like.
It's a sin that we just can't get enough of. It's delicious, it's tasty and it involves me, me, me and by that i mean you, you, you. The act of loving your own reflection in the mirror and inside your head theres this mantra going on and on like a broken recorder that "you're hot" "you're awesome" " you're sexy" and "they suck". The sin that makes you look down on everyone else, and puts your ass all high and mighty. It's almost as if your own shit smells sweeter than others. Like it's dabbled with some vanity perfume that fills up your nostrils and clouds your head and which finally turns you into a first class douche bag of the highest order.
This is what you REALLY look like. Vanity is hazardous.
Call it an ego complex, where your head gets too big you crash under your own weight.
There is however the justified ego. Where you're actually good at something and your head gets too big for it's own good, and then you get backlash for it, and you just prove yourself and the world onwards that you do deserve that right to be an egoistical bastard. Take Kanye West for example. Dude is so in love with himself he listens to his own shit in his own house and calls it dope. The guy keeps hyping himself up everywhere he goes and when he doesn't win awards he throws tantrums like a lil toddler. Now if he was some shitty ass douche bag with nothing to prove, i'd deem him a waste of space. But you have to hand it to Kanye, aside from his moronic jibber jabber blabber mouth which is always full of himself, the man has a lot of talent and his music is always a hit. He proves the world wrong with his work. So in that sense, the egoistical bastard can justify his egoness with his hard work which is appreciated by the world. Fair play, those kinda people get a pass.
im so AWESOME!
But then there are the morons who have the delusional ego. The douchebags who have absolutely nothing to prove, whose work is absolute rip offs of other peoples originality, and the pain in the ass part is that they actually think their crap is so good its meant to be shared to the rest of the world because its shat out by god himself, when in actual fact, its as sweet as a steaming pile of feces, or shall i be more crude and describe it as blood stained shit left in the sun to rot and which smells so bad it kills anyone on first scent. Yes i'd go that far.
Why? Because it's painfully annoying to have idiotic delusional individuals as such spamming my facebook every day of every month of every year with fan page requests and filling my inbox with all their spewing crap.
It is an abortion of lousy talent.
I mean theres this one girl whom iv declined to join her facebook fan page for about 10 times now, and yet she keeps sending me requests all the god damn time. I can see that your clearly spamming everyone on your facebook to join your shitty little photography fan page group but hey, if it was anywhere near half decent, i wouldn't mind joining it. However, half the pictures on her fan page that she's taken looks like something i'd rather wipe my ass with. Hell if my dog pissed on the floor right now, i'd use those pictures to clean the piss up. It's that awful. Nothing original, extremely cheesy, and it's extremely tacky. Tacky tacky tacky. I'm not going to post her shit up here and make fun of her cause that's just beneath me, but it is horrendous and you'd have to take my word for it.
Then there are the self proclaimed rappers who think they have what it takes to spit some beats. God awful jack offs who only know how to cuss and spit verses that are full of shit about hoes, women, cash and rides. Anything else out of that, would be a lost cause on society. None of their verses are original and none of their beats are even worth the time. It's almost like someone's injecting me with stupid, making me dumber by the second. And might i add that their all just posers? A poser is someone who tries to be something their not. Try to dress a certain way, try to talk in a brooklyn or harlem new york accent when really they have a lala ah beng accent or a macha from the ghetto accent or a melayu rempit accent, try to pass off their shit as something else totally new when it's the same bullshit you've heard over and over again. These are posers. And it's the posers that are so deluded to think their shit is so sweet they force feed you this crap again and again and again on facebook. To quote Ludacris, "its ludicrous." I get so fed up with these Malaysian kiddos who come and say shit like " YO MAN IM FROM DIAMOND BAY NIGGA." And im like....Diamond Bay? Where the fuck is Diamond Bay?
"Diamond Bay la bro....you know...Teluk Intan....Diamond Bay, English lah..."
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It's shit like that where they try so hard to copy others and be like a rip off of Jay Z throwing "diamonds" in the air with their bullshit hand signs that pisses me off, and then you get the very same jack offs or those like them sending fan page requests all over facebook thinking they have something to prove. Ten years down the road, i'll see you driving a taxi, thank you very much.
*** UPDATE*****
so my buddy calls me and tells me i made an error in judgement about the Diamond Bay thing; I'm leaving it just to show i'm a douche bag, and yes i am an asshole. BUT you know, i was WRONG, and i shouldn't have pidgeon holed the whole comment on just the Diamond Bay thing. It wasn't meant for just the boys back there. It was meant to make a point, which was to mean that i was tired of our young malaysian rappers who are up and coming or those established who talk about bitches money hoes and dissing each other and all tht jazz in their rap songs. The lyrics, it just doesn't break any more ground anymore. It's just silly boys and girls. Rap about real life, and what goes on in Malaysia. As gay as that may sound i think we might actually have something going on here that could mean something really good. Joe Flizzow thinks he's the next Jay Z. Flizzy copies JayZ so much he even speaks in a thick American Accent when he ain't even near to coming from New York. What's that about? And i need i say more about guys like Point Blanc and Caprice.Sigh. It's those kinda generics that i get pissed off. So to the Diamond Bay boys, im sorry fellas, i didn't mean to insult you lot or poke at you lot. I wanted to generalise but by doing so i made the mistake of pidgeon holing the comment like im hitting on you boys. So again im sorry. Hey assholes make mistakes too. So here's me the asshole apologising. ****
Tila Tequila Doing What She Does Best. No talent. No Nothing. Just Self Promotion on how to be a Hoe.
Hah! And all those girls....sigh....women make the ultimate sin of vanity. Well the typical ones anyways. I call it insecurity. When you need to send fan page requests to hundreds and hundreds of people telling them to be your fan because your some "hotshit up and coming model" that in itself sends all kinds of alarm bells ringing in my head. What kinda bullshit model does that? Who promotes herself? Thats just pathetic. Take a look at Hollywood for example. The only sad foolish hoes that do that over there are the trashy bitches like Tila Tequila or Paris Hilton or Lindsay Lohan or some bitch with massive tits. I can't see Jenny Lopez doing that, or Naomi Campbell or Beyonce doing that. Their big because they are, because their talented and because they get all the exposure from their work behind the scenes. The hoes like Kim Kardashian that promotes themselves through other means like fucking a famous person or exposing their tits everywhere are the ones that have absolutely nothing to prove.
The only reason why Kardashian is famous.
You might argue then that the facebook fan page is nothing like that and it's just for people to appreciate your talent. But what talent exactly? To look pretty? And that too at a mediocre level? if you really are some hot shit model, you'd be getting contracts, and i mean HIGH END CONTRACTS from all kinds of agencies and companies all year round. not some panasonic shit, or a one time placement in Cleo magazine. Please. Give me a god damn break will ya? It works the same way, self promotion with no basis and nothing to prove is a fucking waste of time. you wanna do that, do it on your own facebook page, Do not send me requests three hundred million times asking me to be your fan because why would i want to be a fan of a woman who has nothing to prove for herself except for looking pretty at sucha mediocre level.
Nope no time for that.
So you see these are some examples of the kind of bullshit you see on the facebook fan page application. If you have genuine talent, id buy that, but what YOU might perceive as talent from YOUR perspective, might actually been seen as utter bullshit by others. So if you really wanna be good at what you do, be harsh on yourself, go around expose yourself to all the critics and shit, and if your ready for that, you're ready to be good at what you do and then perhaps maybe just maybe some one might appreciate all the work you do and THEY will start a fan page for you and people will be your fans.
Not the other way round.
Douchebags.
And if you dont like what you just read? You can just kiss my brown ass.
My name is Abhilash Chandra. Welcome, to my personal space of escapism from the real world. Blogging has been a hobby or sort of a stress relief past time that has been part of me for the past two years or so. Look around, and feel free to scrutinize me, after all, isn't that the real fun in reading another person's blog? ...lol...Enjoy :)
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